Plans

 

you can forget anything

though it's easier to forget

things that don't interest you.

but interesting things can be forgotten too

 

i've forgotten a lot of things in the last two years

not that i remember what

but i sense the holes in the whole

 

today

i got a beautiful gift

from one of my sons

a flash drive that is a pen too

bridging my old world with the new

and i love it even though it's new

usually, it takes me a while

to learn to love a tool.

though eventually,

i usually develop close relationships

to all my tools

and that too

doesn't belong

in this new world

i find myself living in

 

today

i heard that a friend of mine had died

i hadn't bothered to visit him recently

though he lives here, like me, in jerusalem

and now

it's already impossible to visit

and i regret

talked to his wife today

and it was hard to talk

maybe because of the telephone

and maybe, because he was

already dead

nothing to say

somehow, i'd supposed, hoped..

that i'd die before him

 

guess that when you're ready

it's hard to imagine

anyone beating you to the ground

 

then the living

hear good news too

 

Shimon

23.06.06

 

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